Been a while since ive been on tumblr. Just started me 3rd week in uni. It’s 7.50 pm and my head hurts so bad. I just had one class today in the morning and after that, i basically just went back to my dorm and slept till 2pm. Im so homesick rn. I miss being around ppl im comfortable with. Even tho i do like my alone times, i cant help but miss familiar voices outside my room. Ever since i came back to the dorms on my second week of uni, ive been trying to keep myself from crying by occupying myself with… anything, may it be netflix or reading. Fuck its supposed to be getting better but i feel like its not. Altho now i do have ppl to talk to in classes, i still dont have anyone to eat meals with. Basically, outside classes im all alone. I know its all my fault but i just cant help it. Im too afraid to have conversations with ppl. Ive pushed myself a couple of times but im still scared. Sometimes i get jealous of how people here can just talk to other people theyve just met as if theyve known each other for a long time. Fuck and theres family, i miss my family so bad. And there goes the fire alarm. *sigh*
Who were your friends back in Hong Kong?
Sorry i dnt wanna mention their names